The Sciences

A person with a mind such as mind was made for the field of science, as long as i was capable of maintaining study, as long as it is presented in such a way and fills my day to day the way Tao does, which since Science is all encompassing wouldn't be hard. But what i mean is, a field such as that is great for a mind that cannot hold onto norms, have off the wall perceptions, but still have a firm grip on reality. That may not make sense.

I found the idea of something, don't remember the word. But it's basically when we hear noises or things just in our minds, like when we're showering and think we hear the phone ring and come to find out that it never rang after all. Or looking at clouds and distinguishing shapes. It's basically looking at something vague and finding distinct properties. Studies have shown that we also have difficulty dropping those associations once they've been set in place. My head has that problem, except in everyday life. Exactly that. I can find amazing distinctions in vague conversations or movements just generally environment. This last winter is a direct reflection of this problem, as well as not being able to let go. But finally, i may turn things around.

 

Trapped, well i guess it be time to get drunk after i do a quick chore. Grand. Spam.

 

What weirdness i seem to be finding in situations, haha, so i take it and move with it. I stop, watch, wait, listen. They talk and talk and talk, constantly giving away ground, while i sit patiently and gain. I was found, now i lose myself back to subtly.

 

The requirement to act scatters the mind, therefore under provoction yeild, their center will be revealed soon enough. Act without requirement. Live without pretense. As they provoke, react with stillness. Bend, be fluid. If you move with the enemy how will they be able to strike you?

 

Hold to the root, react with essense.

The moment is always your teacher, never take delight in winning the battle, the war is not over. 

Refrain from acting on provoction, unless with an intent of finality.  

B. Rake