The structure of my mind will never be able to fit your design. Don't try to force it. We can mock the things of eachother that don't hold true to the unrealistic requirements of perfection that our society holds, but that is an idea based on falicy. What you can view from the outside does not reflect the situation from the inside. What may be easy for some, is not so easy for others. I'm diseased, I am different. But that is me, and that is all i'm going to try to be. Push and pull, provoke and prod, see how far over the edge i will go before erupting. But i can't give you the satisfaction. I live in a world of turmoil and struggle, but that is my world. What i don't understand is why one would try to make it harder. Aware of the problems to some degree that you cause, yet you do it even more. Call me a mockery because of your assumptions. No one knows anyone. Therefore, I'm a lone traveler on this road. I am an individual, and what you do has nothing to do with me. Leave me alone, and stop watching. This could have been done months ago, so why keep it going?
Provoction into a start because you're too timid to do it yourself. I have no deals with you. I don't want to play this game at all. If it is such a problem then let it go. I cannot believe in you, or anyone else. I can believe in myself. Accept imperfection as the human condition. Wonder as i will, there will not be any relief from you. I choose my path. I am me. That is all i will strive to be. I will do the best i can to fulfill my demands. Release the view and find a new. Don't hate, but let go out of love.
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