Today i woke in a perpetual dream. I was wakened slightly, my response to request hinging between reality and dreams. Living in this state, i felt myself get up, out of bed, walking to the front of the establishment. I could barley keep my eyes open, as if a bright light was being continually shined into them. My body felt heavy, my arms slumping to my sides. My only goal, to reach the outdoors. I allowed my eyes to close, then when i slowly slid my eyelids apart, trying with all my might to betray the weights that pushed them together, i found that i was yet again still at my bed. I told my body to move, but it would not. I kept prying at my muscles with my mind, and there was no movement. Finally, i was able to slump my arms, then my legs and slowly but finally raise my body out of bed. My body had a sort of numb sensation to it. As if all of my muscles went limp. My mind felt hazy, and my eyes were still incredibly hard to keep open. I walked in this slump, trying to reach my goal yet again, i blinked and when i was able to open my eyes again i was back in my bed. this happened in what seemed a neverending battle, until i opened my real eyes to reality. My arms had none of the difficulty in moving, my eyes still very tired and my mind in a daze.
How interesting my dreams ar in the morning, this episode of repeat. other mornings dreams brings odd remembrances of the past, interesting situations, the resolution of such dreams is obvious, generally, leaving me in a state of wonderment for the rest of the day. Maybe my dreams at night are different, i don't know i only remember the ones after my 2nd or 3rd waking of the day. Times up my son, its time to go.
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I don't know if it's due to my borderline or not, but I have really vivid dreams. Sometimes they're nightmares and terrify me completely, sometimes they're just weird. Sometimes they feel so real that it's hard to remember what was a dream and what was real life.
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